Way Back to the Forest - My Home

Gone...

2009-07-27T19:49:00.000+08:00

一下下同恩

最後一班悬浮火车
满载悬在空气中的不舍
我们却像陌路旅客
在月台分开站着毫无牵扯

现在的我能说甚麽
徘徊你们之间的流浪者
说决定心是给你的
却要你给我留下来的许可

我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底地分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦
我只想再哭一下下
我只想默哀一下下
假如你不反对的话
以後我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法
才不再想他

我希望你是谅解我的
感动过的痕迹很难割舍
一颗心就要爱你了
暂停一下并不算出尔反尔

Deserve all praise --- GOD

2009-07-26T14:13:00.000+08:00

I Love God!
God is so amazing!

Yesterday service is one of my best service.
I really love the song "Hosanna" (Crying for salvation)

I learn something super great...
I can shoot back at satans already.
God is one, but yet 3.
God the father = God the son = God the holy spirit.
Is very confusing, as our human mind could not really understand it but is a FACT.

I am still struggling with I great sin that I have commited. And I have been praying about it, and is getting better at least now...
I will try to cast out this darkness :)

Everyone have this emptiness... vacumm... in their heart.. and need a supernatural being to fill it up...
We tried to do a lot of thing... but not able to do that.... But God can!

Hyper active now! LOL

Tag Reply:-
XINGHWEE! 1st round... reaching gate that time. we ran together, remember?

Unification.

2009-07-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

Monday
Reach school at 6.25am as usual.
Packed Larry's present.
and tell 3LY to complete the notebook.
The day start with English...
Madam Rai is so cute XD
Geography is fun.
The China students come, Miss Lai almost use Chinese to teach them. LOL
Pei Xuan says Geog. in Chinese is "究kra-fy" Damn LOL
Walao, I really don't like Po Chun.
History is damn.
Mr Yazeed came, He damn funny 1 la.
Mr Bercury's son is so cute lo, hid in the tent. XD
Lunch...
Home econs. Cook curry chicken.
Mine is SWEET CURRY.
taste super disgusting can.
Then Higher Chinese with that drink pee.
damn tiring la. See him I don't want study anymore.
Then I met Larry to pass him the present
He gave me a hug, so warm... Almost cry out.
I think Sandy see the scene, hope she don't anyhow spread news...
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Tuesday
Art is cool! I began to love Miss Cheng.
the printing is damn super super cool la!
P.E. 2.4 km, wow, 14.05 so happy about myself.
Thanks Tze Fung and Xing Hwee, you 2 are my speed pacer.
Physcis... Sian.
Stupid Tan Yi Xin, says she wants to transfer group with me liao still like that.
Hope she get bullied by Aldon they all.
Mathematics. (Miss Tayyyyyy)
Wen Hao keep making me laugh, I practically cannot concentrate the whole lesson.
Charisma... ZZZ
Pregnancy...
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Wednesday
Calligraphy, waste time. haha.
Literature... I screwed up my performance, i don't wish to mention it anymore.
Recess. Bitch fight.
I support no sides...
Damn messy la.
more class politics and events...
"Bitch" I have fallen in love with this particular word...
English. Compre. Wen Hao! Stop joking liao la, I cannot take it.
Maths. Stupid Tay Tay,
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Thursday
Higher Chinese. William F. I really hate you
You doesnt even care about us at all.
I HATE YOUR IRRITATING ACCENT AND BIASNESS.
AND THAT PILE OF ARMPIT HAIR ON UNDER YOUR STUPID ARM.
YOU BITCH.
Geog Test is quite simple.
I really put in a lot of effort for this test.
I have confidence that I will get A1.
Recess. Phng Ming they all keep playing the window hanging thing.
LOL Damn funny.
Physics... I failed Mock test. I really hate this subject.
English... Sucks.
EPS. Poor Miss Ranita...
Mr Lim you sucks, go eat shit.
Malay... LOL damn funny
super funny
Teacher played, "Rasa Sayang"
Kok Jian and Phng Ming start fighting at "HE"
Damn LOL la
Will post the video another time.
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Friday.
Literature. Sleepy...
Acc, wah I really piss out, Yeah i confess I am noisy, you all still want to shame me until like that?
Lynn Chia, Rosamund, Tian Lerk, Aldon, I sure that you will not get away from it.
I will take revenge some days.
Kang Xi Huang Di is nice. LOL so cute.
I think i will try borrow the VCDs from William after exam.

Lum You Min you BITCH.

Physics test is easy. Just hope i can get A1.
Stupid Maths...
and Higher Chinese. I don't want to change place la, walao. That side cannot sms and got Lum You Min there.

Wah Sian Guitar is really stupid without Karyn.
Vice-president is prettier than president.
Chloec, your level position 3rd so what? Stop Goody Goody around and show off.
I make sure your pussy up-rip if you piss me off again.
Hope your mom get crash by car.

Lum You Min, you better seal yourself up with shit,
I really wish that all your family die from a plane crash.

Tomorrow will be my last day of scouts...
sorry everyone... now farewell words...

Deon Lim
You are the best president of all CCAs i have.
You possess all talents and virtue needed.
I really want to thank you.

Daniel Lim
Yeah. Thank you.
You are a very nice guy.

Richie Lee
Yo! I am really sorry always bringing troubles to you.
...

Mitchell Lee
Yeah you!
Thank you for accompanying me going to library that time...

Edmund Goh.
Thank you for your thermometer.

Koh Zhe Yuan
Don't use your cuteness into another way.

Tan Yi Hng
A very nice guy.

Pan Guan Ru
Don 't be Emo...

Joshua Koe
Please. you are a scout and serve God. you have a great purpose...

Did I left anyone out...

Sorry I need to leave...

Tag reply
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Lee Qing: Whatever
Jiayan: LOL!
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Done.

The greatest Judgment...

Justification

2009-07-23T22:40:00.002+08:00

You stop acting all goody goody on your eat shit face and and go around to crap and suck up to Peixuan they all and act emo cos it's bloody irritating. I HATE THE WAY YOU LAUGH AND THE WAY YOU FLIRT. And that dumb specs. on your MF face.

You BITCH!

I love!

2009-07-20T00:23:00.002+08:00

Thanks Jayna, for what you have shared in cell.

I love God, not the thing He gave me.
I love him more than anything else, not even the things he provided me.

I love my parents, not the things the give me.
I will still love them even if they against me to become a Christian.

I love my friends, not the presents they buy for me, not the homework they lent me to copy.
I am going to cherish everyone of them.

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Christianity is a relationship... more than a religion. :)
Thanks Joan, you really clear up my mind.
And thanks Pastor Vincent and Bekke Corne.
I think I will be even better at inviting more people to Christ now.

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Pray - A communication with God. :)
not just asking him for something XO

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There is a solar eclipse on Wed...
I have a premonition...

I am A Christian and I am proud of myself.

2009-07-19T14:14:00.003+08:00

I am Proud of myself :))

I have fall in love with 范瑋琪's 我們的紀念日
maybe coz of Aldon, he sang it to me. LOL

我的心忽然又活了
总在见到你的那一刻
原来我也有过这样的悸动
只是在习惯自我保护后忘了
想聊的故事太长了
反而就都沉默的笑着
金色阳光洒在你双手上头
看起来好暖让我想紧紧握着
这是我们的纪念日
纪念我们开始对自己诚实
愿意为深爱的人放弃骄傲
说少了你生活淡的没有味道
这是美丽的纪念日
纪念我们能重新认识一次
有些事要流过泪才看的到
不求完美爱的更远
要过的更好
我用寂寞来惩罚我
看着你走过
要什麽当时不说
此刻能有你倾听我轻轻的转着
那是种甘甜以后让人想哭的快乐
过的更好

I have remove "emo" in my dictionary now, and change it to "elmo"
haha
I am going to be cheerful forever now!
Thanks Daniel.

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|XinHui: Men are from Mars!|
|JJ: HI! |
|LeeQing: Mai lame |
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I am going to find A good wallet for Larry!
Bye now